confuzzled

aw man..

i don't know what i'm doing.
i'm starting to finalize my outline and everything and planning out the details, but i don't know what i'm doing!!

things seem to be smooth in my head,
but it's not translating onto paper and i just feel like i have nothing!

i'm not really sure what direction i'm headed towards.
after the talk with reg last time, i thought i was pretty clear on what i wanted to do: a cookbook based on the interactions, experience, and processes of different foods i make. it has to do mostly with the people that i offer my food to. i thought this was a brilliant idea but now i'm confused as to how the format is exactly going to be like.

oi veyyy.
i'm going to pick my brain out a bit more and see where i am at then.
i hope i have much to show tomorrow in class.

i'm starting to panic because i realize i don't have a lot of substantial things down, while time is passing very fast!

dah!!!

:(